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I kept looking in the mirror, wondering where I belonged.
“Do I look like him?” I asked Meredith one night while she was doing dishes.
She nodded. “You have his eyes.”
“What about her?”
Meredith dried her hands slowly. “You get your dimples from her, and your beautiful curly hair.”
There was something in her voice… a carefulness.
It felt like she was walking on eggshells, and I couldn’t figure out why.
I kept looking in the mirror, wondering where I belonged.
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That feeling followed me all the way to the attic that evening. I was looking for an old photo album with pictures of my parents.
When I was a kid, it sat on the living room shelf. But every time I touched it, Meredith would get this look on her face, like she was bracing for something.
Eventually, the album vanished. She told me she’d stored it away so the photos wouldn’t fade.
I found the album in a dusty box.
I was looking for an old photo album with pictures of my parents.
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I sat cross-legged on the floor and flipped through pictures of my dad when he was younger. He looked so happy.
In one photo, he was holding a woman — my biological mother.
“Hi,” I whispered.
I felt a little silly talking to a piece of paper, but mostly, it felt right.
Then, I turned another page and stopped. There was a photo of Dad standing outside the hospital. He was holding a tiny bundle wrapped in a pale blanket. Me.
I turned another page and stopped.
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He looked absolutely terrified and incredibly proud all at once.
I wanted that photo.
