I went to prom expecting nothing, just another face no one noticed in a crowded room. I didn’t know one dance would lead me to a truth about my past I’d never even questioned before.
I’ve been using a wheelchair since I was 10.
That’s the year everything changed. My parents and I were in a terrible car crash. I don’t remember much from the worst night of my life, just flashes, sounds, and then waking up in a hospital bed with my grandma holding my hand.
My parents didn’t make it.
After that, it was just Grandma Ruth and me.
That’s the year everything changed.
My Grandma raised me alone. She never treated me as if I were fragile, despite my inability to walk. I never let myself feel sorry for what I’d lost, continued living, and never complained.
By the time senior year rolled around and prom came up, I wanted to go.
Not because I expected anything big to happen. I just didn’t want to sit at home wondering what it would’ve been like.
I never let myself feel sorry.
Grandma and I went dress shopping two weeks before. She pushed me through every aisle as if it were the most important mission of her life.
“You’re not settling,” she said, holding up a navy blue dress. “You’re picking something that makes you feel like yourself.”
I rolled my eyes, but I listened.
I chose a simple dress. Something that felt right.
“You’re not settling.”
The night of prom, music spilled out from the gym doors, loud and steady. I sat in Grandma’s car for a moment, watching couples walk in together.
Then I told myself, You didn’t come this far to turn around now.
So, with her assistance, I went in.
At first, it wasn’t bad. A few people smiled, and some greeted me.
But it didn’t take long for me to notice the truth.
So, with her assistance, I went in.
The girls stayed in their circles, leaning in close, whispering, and keeping their distance from me. The boys walked past me as if I weren’t even there. Everyone was taking pictures, laughing, dancing, and no one seemed to notice me.
No one said anything rude. But it was clear enough.
I didn’t belong in the middle of it.
After a while, I moved to the corner of the room.
I told myself it was fine, that I expected it, but sitting there alone, I felt the hurt anyway.
